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Monday, February 4th, 2008
12:05 pm	Lent 2008 Its that time of year again where I ask my self what do I want to give up for Lent. This year I think I am going to go with the one thing more traditional as well as something more me. So two things, Red Meat, and Masturbation. Current Mood: working (14 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, September 28th, 2007
3:15 pm	Perspective Sometime...actually recently it is most of the time I find I feel as if I am standing on the edge of a precipice so dark and deep. I can not see the bottom and then when I have reached some form of tenuous balance and semi-stability the earth shakes under my feet, and in to the darkness I go screaming. But the truth is I almost never fall off. I jump, head first straight down with nothing but a prayer and belief in my own ability to survive every single time. And I survive each and every time, sure there are probably easier ways (almost certainly) but what about everyone else in their own "pit of despair". I can wine, bitch, moan and be as emo as the best of them, but at the end of the day I will always believe I can survive and help others do the same. As such I am not going to charge every problem headlong, but once I have a glimmer of hope that is all I need. Yes I have serious trust problems, I have horrible relationship issues and I vacillate from coldly logical and almost passionless, to unchecked energy, enthusiasm and emotion. I get jealous and angry and I never willingly admit how I am really feeling and why. I Lie, sometimes cheat, but don't steal, and if I knew I could never be caught there is a who host of people I know I would kick the ever loving shit out of. I can be very selfish, cruel and even on the rare occasion manipulative. I will never be perfect but I am a stronger, wiser, more mature person than I was a year ago. I am a better person and I am getting better slowly but surely. (10 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 26th, 2007
11:05 am	Halo 3...so gooooood. So tired, the game is very pretty story is pretty ehhh but its so much fun. (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 13th, 2007
11:19 am	My sphere is Soldier (Unity in Strength and Action), and my class is Defender (Peaceful, yet Potent). I am a Shield Bearer. To be a Shield Bearer is to have great faith in your friends. Though your friends may not turn to you for guidance, they will turn to you when they need something more important... when they need somebody to stick up for them, especially in situations when they might feel vulnerable. You are very much valued by your comrades. What kind of Warrior are you? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 4th, 2007
12:54 pm	The Noble Stag Your Score: House Baratheon 54% Dominant, 72% Extroverted, 45% Trustworthy Fun-loving. Passionate. Arrogant. Practically an animal, you are of House Baratheon. You are of a more dominant personality, which justifies your hold on the Iron Throne. But is it really your throne? Single-minded and stubborn, you won’t rest until you’ve accomplished your goal; unfortunately for you, you’re too simple to progress any further. You can warm the seat of a chair well enough, but gods save us all if you actually tried to control anything. You can barely control yourself! You’re horrible at long-term planning and you’re too self-involved to keep yourself from being manipulated. In chess, you are the rook: short, sturdy, and direct—but ultimately an unessential piece destined to fall as the unintentional shield of bigger (and badder) pieces. You are extroverted, which makes you a hero to small children the realm over. But who the hell cares what children think!? You may have a bold personality, and you’ve probably got courage and charisma in spades, but those allies you attract will only stick with you until they discover your shortcomings. The friends you make in life are likely those who are looking for a life-long quest. If you’re smart, you’ll never give them a chance to be disappointed in you. Finally, you are also untrustworthy. Does this surprise you? Playful and high-spirited as you are, you find yourself attracted to glory, and glory always means trouble. If you die without achieving greatness of some kind, you’ll likely die unhappy. Your need for success is a basic need that throbs beneath your personality, and you’ll do whatever you need to do to make it so. When the opportunity presents itself, you’ll spring like a damn jack-in-the-box. Representative characters include: Robert Baratheon, Renly Baratheon, and Joffrey "Baratheon" Similar Houses: Greyjoy, Targaryen,and Tyrell Opposite House: Stark When playing the game of thrones, you play it like you want to win. Link: The Song of Ice and Fire House Test written by Geeky_Stripper on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test Current Mood: complacent (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 31st, 2007
1:03 pm	Your Score: Gryffindor You scored 31% Order/Chaos, and 65% Moral/Rational Chaotic Morality. You're not much for rules and itinerary, but you make up for it because you'd never twist the regulations for anything morally questionable. Your strength lies in your noble intentions and willingness to stand up for right; your weakness is in the fact that you may screw yourself over when you jump the gun or ignore rules that are there for a good reason. You join such souls as Harry Potter, Neville Longbottom, and the Weasleys. The 4-grid I used to determine this is as follows: Chaotic Orderly Moral Gryffindor Hufflepuff Rational Slytherin Ravenclaw Link: The Sorting Hat Test written by 8sevenatenine8 on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, July 2nd, 2007
10:43 am	Ok I will admit it despite what i have said before it does bother me. A problem requires both sides being willing to resolve the issues for it to be fixed, and as much as I have tried I keep thinking maybe I could have tried harder. I know I'm not the best of people, I have never claimed otherwise, but I try and try and its never enough. And theres nothing to do about it. I have been much more introspective for the last six months or so. Not directly because of anything anyone's done, but I'm changing as a person. I'm just not sure I like the person I am becoming, and I cant in good conscience really talk to most of friends about it, either I don't think they can help, i don't know them well enough, or more commonly they have there own shit going on. As a result i have been keeping a lot inside, not in the bad push it away and repress way. I have been thinking, and trying to fix what i can but he side effect has been I've really been pushing people away. I have always prided myself a bit on being very caring about others but not only do all my friends with serious problems currently have the kind of problems i really cant help with. I cant even help myself these days. I'm not depressed , I know that but I'm not really in a very good place either and for one of the first times in my life I'm really not sure how or what to do. Current Mood: discontent (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, June 22nd, 2007
4:35 pm	Bull Shit I really dont complain that often but damn it why is it everytime i take a step forward life decides to kick me back. I cant even complain its kicking me two back. Not for lack of trying though, I've managed to stay pretty much in the same place for over a year now. Which wouldnt be so bad if where I am wasn't a fucking pit. I HATE ALL THIS FUCKING BULLSHIT. JUST FUCK IT ALL. Current Mood: drained (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 20th, 2007
3:55 pm	as if there was ever a doubt div id="testResultInfo"> Your Score: Dionysus 33% Extroversion, 13% Intuition, 72% Emotiveness, 80% Perceptiveness Although deeply emotional, you are extremely lacking in self-knowledge. You are somewhat needy, and when bored, may become very hedonistic. Your life is a quest for meaning, above all else. You are most like Dionysus. You are primarily interested in serving others, but your efforts are almost always unappreciated. You aren't confrontational, you're often out of tune with your own needs and unaware of the consequences of your own actions. You are, at heart, a good person. You are very affectionate, and you are very loyal to your friends and family. You are very reluctant to burden others with your own problems, to the point that this in itself can become a problem for the people who care about you. This is a particular of a more general problem. Dionysus sends wave of ruin throughout his personal life. He is the photographer who seduces his subjects. He is the teacher who seduces a student. He is the art student who paints nonrepresentational splashes of color, he is the poet who rejects meter and content. You seek sexual partners more than anything else (this is to exploit the nurturing side of others to help fill your own void). If not sexual partners, this desire to become the object of sympathy with other people can manifest itself in other destructive ways. Stinkfist by Tool explains your condition pretty well. It's very likely that you haven't had many experienced mentors. You don't want them either, because you're the sort of person who rejects criticism and boundaries, but they're also your only hope for reaching any kind of emotional maturity. Famous People Like You: John Lennon, Mick Jagger, Michael Jackson, Britney Spears, Marilyn Monroe, Hugh Hefner I'd tell you to stay clear of Hermes, Icarus and Apollo, but you could probably learn something from them. You're least likely to hurt The Oracle, Atlas, Prometheus, and Daedalus, but Atlas and Daedalus won't like you very much. Seek out: The Oracle, Prometheus </div> Link: The Greek Mythology Personality Test written by Aleph_Nine on OkCupid, home of the The Dating Persona Test (Comment on this)
3:49 pm	What color is your soul painted? Blue Your soul is painted the color blue, which embodies the characteristics of peace, patience, understanding, health, tranquility, protection, spiritual awareness, unity, harmony, calmness, coolness, confidence, dependability, loyalty, idealism, tackiness, and wisdom. Blue is the color of the element Water, and is symbolic of the ocean, sleep, twilight, and the sky. Click Here to Take This Quiz Quizzes and Personality Tests (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 3rd, 2007
8:19 pm	I can feel you tick tocking in the back of my head.... (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 15th, 2007
2:10 pm	My Life Haven't updated in a while so here's what's been going on. First my Gf is awesome, she came into the city and we just walked around, hung out and stopped in comic book and magic stores. Tons and Tons of fun. Things between me and the mother of my child are on the rocks again. I have never meet anyone more adept at not only annoying but also bringing the worst in me. But the situation is not unsalvagable were meeting to talk, with a neutral party mediating this weekend. Hopefully we will get all the important things that need to be said out in the open and decide with full disclosure where we want to go from there. Game wise I'm slowly getting more and more back into the Camarilla Club. I will always admit Cam Club has it's faults but it has potential to get much better and its starting to move in that direction. Troupe game wise I have not had the kind of inter-character interaction I am getting consistently from Dark Ages Vampire. Icarus has taken a very long Hiatus but I am eagerly expecting its return this weekend. Both games can be learned about at the NYC L.A.R.P. Forum Boards, pukthelovable and arikatt Eberon Tabletop game is tons of fun. I cant wait to see what they have planned for our dysfunctional party to mess up next. Work wise my current job is really cool, I can get in at 10:00, dress code is casual and its not really very busy. However it's barely paying me enough to pay the rent, so I was looking for something either as a second job or a better paying first. Which led me to what might be my dream job. Any of you who know arikatt have seen the Martial Arts position advertised, I went to the meeting spoke with the owner and from a business perspective it's an amazing opportunity. But he is going to asking us to put in a shit load of time and effort over the next couple months getting in shape and staying there. I know a lot of you will say but Warren your not in bad shape and that is true i could be a lot worse. However I am in horrible condition, my cardio sucks balls, and my knee's are not the best but I can not pass up this opportunity. So in a week or so I start busting my hump. If I feel up to it I'll keep you all appraised via Lj but I make no promises. Apart from all that life's pretty boring :P Current Mood: chillin Current Music: We Ride Rmx - Rhianna (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 9th, 2007
1:05 pm	I would drink me If Wandmorrison were a drink they would be: 2 parts pervert</br>1 parts charming</br>1 parts kindness</br> Get Your RECIPE Here! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
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Tuesday, May 8th, 2007
2:27 pm	You scored as Children of Gaia. As gentle mediators, the Children favor healing and understanding over bloodshed. No other tribe is as committed to helping humanity. </td> Silent Striders 70% Children of Gaia 70% Bone Gnawer 60% Wendigoe 60% Shadow Lords 60% Uktena 60% Fianna 48% Glass Walker 48% Silver Fang 45% Fenris 43% Red Talons 38% Black Furies 35% What Werewolf Tribe are you in? created with QuizFarm.com (1 Comment |Comment on this)
12:22 pm	Im concerned One of the things I've always been very proud off is the fact I know myself very well. I will not say I always know whats wrong but I always know when somethings wrong. However for the past week or two people (I mean a lot of people) who either know me very well or just interact with me on occasion have said I have been acting off. The first person or two I could ignore but after more people started saying the same thing. Not really naming whats wrong with me or even sure if something was but saying I'm acting not quite like myself, or as if something is bothering me. I been getting really worried, not so much that something is wrong. Right now my life is one fuck to another with just enough pause to give me hope it will be different this time. I know and to an extent can work with that but if somethings bother me and I can't even recognize I'm being affected that scares me. And I'm not sure what to do. Current Mood: worried Current Music: Clap Hands - Beck (14 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 26th, 2007
11:02 am	is nothing sacred anymore I'm Buttercup, which ambiguous dyke are you? Quiz by Turi. Current Mood: hungry (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 18th, 2007
10:45 am	Let'em rip Memory Meme If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you. Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Random Blues & Rock (16 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 29th, 2007
2:04 pm	My inner child is a geek The company I'm working for right now is a Production company specializing in animation. There getting ready for a meeting and Im helping clear up peoples desks and such and one of the people there waiting for buzzes. I let him in and instantly his voice is familiar but i cant quite place it. We just start talking when my boss comes p and ask's if hes the guy from Turner and I instantly place his voice. He's the voice of Captain Planet. My inner child had a mental geekasm and I shaken hands with captain planet. I'll never wash this hand again (or until they get dirty again whichever comes first) Back to acting like im working. THE POWER IS YOURS (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, March 26th, 2007
5:41 pm	To those on my friends list: I want to know 33 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine, but feel free to explain if you want... You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! 1. Can you cook? 2. What was your dream growing up? 3. What talent do you wish you had? 4. Favorite place? 5. Favorite vegetable? 6. What was the last book you read? 7. What zodiac sign are you? 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9. Worst Habit? 10. About what percentage of your friends list do you know outside of LJ? 11. What is your favorite sport? 12. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15. Tell me one weird fact about yourself: 16. Do you have any pets? 17. Do you know how to do the Macarena? 18. When is your birthday? 19. Do you think clowns are fun or scary? 20. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be? 21. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience? 22. What color eyes do you have? 23. Ever been arrested? 24. Bottle or Draft? 25. If you won $10,000 dollars today, what would you do with it? 26. On average, how many hours per day do you spend online? 27. What's your favorite bar to hang at? 28. Do you believe in ghosts? 29. Favorite thing to do in your spare time? 30. What are your talents? 31. Biggest pet peeve? 32. In one word, how would you describe yourself? 33. Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you? (6 Comments |Comment on this)